Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Theftage for the Sincerity of the Thought

starting over . . again

lazy as she goes

two turns on the
big wheel
hang it all

as the river flows
so dies
the dream long passed chance

and, believe it or not, that's a Good Thing.

Not been in much of a bloggin' mood of late. No worries though. Is just cuz I'm sucked into a book's universe. I'll be back after - or more likely during - the sadness of its ending.



angry ballerina said...

what are you reading?

MichaelBains said...

Off Armageddon Reef, by David Weber. Is teh Sci Fi of "epic proportions".

Dude! I - ahem - bawled my eyes out this morning as I finished it up. No shame, that, IMO. I'll post the why of it later. I swear the author wrote this for our own "King George's" benefit. The line I'm thinkin' of and the "moral" of the story point to it bein' so.

Right now, my 'scription meds (effexor) have worn off and I decided not to renew it 3 days ago when I ran out. Not only that, I could pass a drug test if I had to take one today. That is a first for the last two years. Screw it. Feelin' freaky though, now, so it's nap-time.


angry ballerina said...

I was on effexor, shit kicked the shit outta me when i came off, i wanted to fucking die, it's rough shit. hows it working out for you thus far?

MichaelBains said...

Well, this is one of those times where I'm lucky I've done as many street drugs as I have. As weird as I feel, I've felt it all before. Prolly the strangest thing is that I can feel my pulse over my Entire Body. Hands, back, belly, freakin' kneecaps even! lol Plus I strained my triceps divin' at v-ball practice, and THAT is pulsing like a biatch.

The most annoying thing is that I can't stay asleep for more than an hour or so at a time, thus I feel like sleeping all the time.

At least I know it'll chill out in a day or two. Weird stuff though, for sure.